31-8-09

我国独立52年了！

国庆日快乐

今天出除了是我国独立52周年

也是我的乖孙—家如的生日

生日快乐！

happy birthday!!

其实我昨晚已经信息贺她了

现在就多贺一次啦..^^

今天过得还蛮开心的

在升阳家虚度光阴

和他家人去了ecm一趟

big apple大折扣啊

就去凑热闹

结果大排长龙

排到出门外了

差点被门夹到

还好升阳拉我一把..^^

不然一定痛死

排队时见到升阳表妹在前方

就''da jim''咯

长得那么大还是第一次做那么没公德心的事

但是没办法啊

我也不想排那么久..^^

算后面的人倒霉咯

买了之后就回升阳家

原本打算看the unborn

但是升阳爸爸在看戏

就打消了那个念头

我们就只好温习功课咯

读不进脑

明天要考试了啦

怎么办呢？

头疼啊！！

今天也和升阳讨论进师训的计划

他妈妈终于开窍了

没有强迫他继续读中六

但是听说要报读师训一定要全科及格

我对师训蛮有兴趣

但是全科及格...我能吗？

而且关丹也没得读

需到别的地方报读师训

离开家里...我习惯吗？

现在想这些问题似乎过早

还是先搁着吧

昨天我偷偷到cutieland买衣服

都没告诉他

但是今天我很诚实地告诉他

他没有生气耶

奇迹！！

不告诉他，是有原因的

是什么原因呢？那我就不说啦

心知肚明吧..^^

这几天哥都没上部落格

他应该很忙哦..^^

明天又要上课了

闷...

希望明天会过得更充实啦

加油!!!!^^

30-8-09

今天又没有去教会
迟了起床
昨天很夜睡
一整天都无精打采的
早上去了ecm一趟
也没买到什么
到处去逛
下午就在家看电视咯
没有东西能做
就这样虚度光阴
好怀恋上个星期哦
转眼间又过了一个星期
''光阴似箭''这句成语我现在才体会到
刚翻开报纸
赵明福的案件没有新的进展
h1n1也没新增的案例
最近最关注的也莫过于是蔡细历和翁诗杰
也不知道他们在搞什么
快要trial exam了
还是关心自己的学业吧
星期二考马来文
蛮紧张的啦
那么就没有上课
脑袋也生锈了
尽力就好啦
不要给自己太太大压力

这几天都没和哥发简讯

他应该很忙了吧？

不知道他考试考得怎样了？

明天也没上课耶

又要虚度光阴了哦..^^

29-8-09

今天从报章上看到一小段故事
蛮有意思的
就把它记了下来
从前有两父子到城市里挣钱
他们很穷
家里有头牛
每次去城市他们都把牛给牵去
父亲身子弱
视力不好
每一次儿子都让父亲骑在牛身上
儿子负责带路
每到转弯处儿子都会喊:"父，我们转弯啦!"
有一次父亲病倒了
在家休息
儿子牵头牛挣钱去
到了转弯处
牛停下脚步
不肯转弯
无论儿子用尽什么方法
它依然坚持不转
儿子也摸不着头脑
儿子灵机一动
大喊:"父，我们转弯啦!"
牛应声而动
这故事很有启迪性
它说明了每天反复做同样的事情
久而久之就会形成一个习惯
蛮有意思..^^
就和大家分享一下咯
今天同样的也忙碌了整天
是时候收拾心情了
不能懒散了
星期二要开战了
又要面临考试
这两个星期都没有温习
脑袋一片空白
blur blur
之前背的东西也都抛在脑后了
不太记得了
"不要给自己太大压力"
常有人对我说这句话
"考试分数不重要，过程才最重要"
这老师也常对我们提起
"never say i am failed,say i have not yet success''
这句话要常记得..^^
昨晚在外婆家讨论舅舅的结婚派对
好热闹
各有各的意见
到最后什么都谈不妥
一起吃月饼去了..^^
妈妈他们就是这样
全部都癫癜的
老少都打成一片
很融洽

28-8-09

两个星期的假期转眼间又过去了

又要开学了

这两个星期在店铺蛮开心

全部客人都很亲切

回到学校会不惯

毕竟少了和我顶嘴的人

少了点乐趣

我想我还是比较向往在店铺的生活

无拘无束

回到学校要面对的是一大堆令人头疼的功课

加上考试要到了

更头疼

好希望我能好像哥一样

有惊人的毅力面对每场考试

哥待会儿要考试了

要加油

今天特别想对一个人说声对不起

他是谁我倒不想提

只知道我亏欠他的很多

对不起

希望他会永远快乐

应该是要离开店铺的关系

总觉得蛮不舍的

不舍得店铺里的人

不舍得斗气声

不舍的那份亲切感

很多很多的不舍

好期待下一个假期

到时我又能回店铺了

读书和做工

我会选择做工

我才不是读书的料

或许我没认认真真读吧

可我倒觉得我比较喜欢把自己都弄得忙忙的

在工作中吸取乐趣

待会儿要到外婆家了

去八卦

舅舅结婚不设喜宴了

未来舅母的爸爸病得挺严重

求主多看顾吧

小姨也快要离婚了

姨丈眼瞎了吧？

我小姨这么好

他还不惜福

真是的。。

最近真的好想发生了很多事

是撒旦在向我们挑战吗？

我想我可要好好认真祈祷了

求主看顾保守我们

多祷告多力量

少祷告少力量

没祷告没力量啊！！

27-8-09

忙碌了一整天

总算可以休息了

今天不怎么累

店子较少人

爸妈吵架了

又是我爸乱骂人

每次都是他的问题

海南风

每个海南人都一样吗？

都会乱骂人？

不晓得耶。。

今天总算有''美信''的回复了

我的班衣好像有望了

应该能多弄一件

都是别摆太多的希望

希望越大，失望更大

就等通知吧

今天都没和哥信息

哥应该开始忙了吧？

哥考试考得怎样了？

还顺利吧？

哥要加油哦。。

今年和朋友聊起读书的东西

我告诉他我不想读form 6

他问我原因

我也不知道怎么答

就转了话题

哥也曾问我同样的问题

怎么每个人都问我同样的问题呢？

不继续读书并不代表没前途吧？

不读书就不能闯出一番事业吗？

''活到老学到老''我明白

但我有自己的想法

希望你们体谅我哦

刚下载了潘玮柏的新歌

才发现他的歌蛮好听的

当然林俊杰的歌也好听

要多支持好听的歌哦～

突然想起哥告诉我他蛮计较的

那今天就特别分享一小段经文哦

(马太福音 26章第6节到第9节)

耶稣在伯大尼，在患麻风的西门家的时候

有个女人拿着一瓶珍贵的香膏前来

当耶稣座席的时候，把它浇到耶稣的头上

门徒见了就很生气地说：“怎么如此浪费？

这香膏能买很多钱，救济穷人。“

这段经文带出了小小的启示

做人不能眼红，不能计较

她用如此珍贵的香膏浇在耶稣头上

她并不计较

相反的门徒却如此计较

如此眼红

(马太福音 第26章13节)

我实在告诉你们

这福音无论传到世界上什么地方

这女人做的都要讲

以纪念他

哥，你看耶稣喜欢不计较的人哦

哥也希望喜悦主吧？

所以啊，不能计较哦

永远记得这经文

26-8-09

luckily ponteng tuition today..

writing essay o..

hate of it..

need to think a lot of points..

leceh..^^

work le whole day at shop..

tired..

my enermy didnt came today..

nobody argued with me..

bored..

maybe he was busy..

whatever..take care..^^

i had received massages from a guy today..

someone that i dont know..

but i paiseh to tell him that i dont know him..

just stop replying..^^

until now..i still dunno who he was..

eventhough he said he knew me..

headache lar..

blur blur le..^^

sheng yang found''mission''..

maybe they can help to make one more class t for me..

maybe only lar..

but may god bless lar..

i love that class t very much lar..

miss it..

hope they can make once lar..

just read my gor de post..

his dad went to australia le..

his mum alone..

go back pui mummy lar..^^

gor,you ar..

dun over tired ar..

always rush for the reports..

must take enough rest..ok??

take care ya..

god bless...^^

school will be reopen soon..

exam is just around the corner..

scare of it..

i never did any revisions and preparing for the exam..

stress..

never mind lar..

already biasa..

after spm,everything will be ok..

no more stress..

no more simply thinking..

no more arguments..

no more unhappy..

hope the time will pass more faster..

hope 2009 will end faster..

yesterday night sms with mui mui..

she was trying to get bad results..

she hopes to drop to the bad classes..

she wants to be in the same class with her boy friend..

she asked:''is this worth for me to do this??''

i replied:''actually not..but it is worth for u to do anything for him if u really love him.."

did u agree??

25-8-09

i reach home le!!

late le..

tired..

just back from outside..

going yamcha just now..^^

today is our anniversary o..

one year le lur..^^

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!

today is jan huei de birthday also..

happy birthday to him..

i know he will not see this...^^

just read my friend de blog..

i know he is ok now le..

he open-minded le..

he has began with his new life now..

congratulation to him..

gambateh o!!^^

i read my gor de blog too..

that girl is important to him..

she knows him well..

gor told me de..^^

ohya..almost forgot..

哥，你啊。。

老是叫我好好读书。。

你也是哦。。

要加油加油加油！！！

my gor always call me to put more effort de..^^

now is my turn to ngam him jor...^^

these few days,we almost everyday sms..

but i had received his massage once today..

i think he is busy..

whatever..take care..;)

yeah yeah..

i have straighten my hair..

but short le o..

cut le a bit..

ok lar..

also nice lor...

today sy headache o...

suddenly didn't reply any massages..

i thought something happened..

but actually he was sleeping..^^'''

scared me..

tomorrow not going to tuition..

stay at shop..

jia ru have to be alone lur..

felt sorry to her..^^

24-8-09

oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!
my class t is missing!!!!!!!!!!!

suddenly disappeared from my house....

dunno where my grandma put it..

i not like she touch my things..

i have to find back it as fast as posible..

other wise i will be crying whole day...
i miss it very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haizz..:(

very sleepy..

yesterday finding my t shirt til late..

not enough sleep..

today at shop quite tired..

many people..

my enermy asked me when only wan to belanja him to eat o..

heng..

he so naughty..

kacau me..

dun choi him..^^

but this few days he came to 顶嘴 with me..

he always lose de..

poor!!^^

xiao pang them also came today..

but nick didn't join them..

they not yet 和好..

still less talking to each other..

nick so pity..
always alone de..

hope they will 和好如初 lar..

like before..

eat together..

they didn't eat together long long time le..

since june till now..

besides them,ly also argued with her friend o..

she so sad now..

hope they will be alright soon..

god bless..^^

tomorrow is our anniversary lur..

one year le..

so fast o???^^

after this year,not much time to meet le..

we have to busy our own things..

he have to study..

and me...

maybe working le..

less chance to meet and chat like now..

i think i will very miss this two years..^^

ohya..

tomorrow go straighten my hair again..

hope will be liang liang lar...^^

today my gor share his 心事 with me o..^^

first time he told me about his 感情事...

now only i realise,i not so understand my gor..

i dont know him well..

''哥，你这个冬瓜。。

老是为妹操心了。。

哥你就顾好自己哦。。

老是赶报告。。

多休息啊！！！

我可不想我有一个病猫哥哥耶。。

记得多休息啊。。

不然妹又要唠叨你了哦。。。^^

你说过如果妹有什么事，哥都在。。

这我记得。。。

那哥，如果你有什么不开心。。

妹也会在的哦。。^^

有什么不开心一定要告诉妹。。ok???

我们打勾勾哦。。^^"

23-8-09

today went mega..

then went jr..

whole day le..

just went home..

quite tired..

quite happy lar..

wanna say thank you to my nood grandchild,jun yeng..

he sent me home de..

thank you thank you and thank you..^^

now waiting sheng yang to reach home..

then i can go to bed le..

while waiting..

i type blog first lar..^^

i received a watch from sheng yang..

love it very much..

mickey de..

quite nice...

and i bought him a wallet..

er..tropicana life de lar i think..

nice le..

i like it a lot..^^

today gai gai used le a lot of money o..

but it's ok lar..

anniversary mar..^^

just read my gor de post..

he was ill yesterday..

never told me..

naughty gor gor..

hope he will take care of himself...

ohya..

my friend said he open-minded in something le o..

dunno either is true or not lar..

but just wanna to tell him..

''如果不是你的，

就放手吧。。

对大家都好。。''^^

hope he really will not think bout this lar..

put more effort in studying..

me also..

wan exam lur..

scare...

never did any revisions...

haizz..:(

sure fail many subjects...

tomorrow is a new day..

have to work le lur..

i met robert and his friend today..

tomorrow see him,he sure ask me many things..

he is my enermy lai de..^^

always kacau me..^^

hehe..now already 2335..

sheng yang not yet reach home o..

never mind..

i wait him lar..^^

good night everyone..

have a nice dream...

Zzzzz......

22-8-09

today so tired ar..

whole day busy at shop..

today is the first day of puasa..

the others restaurant didn't open..

all the workers came to our restaurant..

whole morning non stop at all..

working working and working..

until 2 something only i had my breakfast..

hehe...can anggap as keep fit lor..^^

today,i met my ex bf at shop..

definately not 阿利 lar..

this one we always meet de..

i met ah lun today..

he working at nearby my parents' shop now..

their factory just moved in..

so surprised to see him..

but we just anggap each other as strangers..

never talked in front of my parents..^^

ohya..tomorrow going mega le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

so excited..

can celebrate anniversary with him..

almost one year lur...^^

but till now i still dunno what should i buy for him o...

now thinking want to wear which shirt now..

must wear liang liang de ar..

anniversary wor...^^

later going ecm..

hehe..parents buying things..

after 10,waitng to yamcha with aunt and cousins...

many programmes..^^

saturday mar...

happy hour!!!!!!!

21-8-09

today unhappy..

because of something..

dun wan to say what is the reasons le...

keep them in my heart..

today work le whole day..

quite tired..

these few days at shop doing the same things..

enjoy this life now..

no stress at all..

when going back to school sure stress..

want exam le..

simply think anymore..

hope faster pass my spm..

can faster go back to shop..

no need to think so much...

at shop chit-chatting...

no need to think about the unhappy things..

no arguements..

no crying alone..

hope the time will pass faster now..

these few days very no mood..

dunno why..

just suddenly like this...

haizz..

dunno how is my gor now..

miss him..

i got a lot of things to tell him.....

nobody i can tell le...

except my gor..

i think only he can console me..

he is the best listener to me...

hope he will be here now...

this sunday want to out le..

dunno going mega or parade...

depends on sy mummy lor...

now listening musics..

this is the best way for me to not simply think...:)

tomorrow working again lur..

need to go bed earlier tonight..

tired...

other wise tomorrow no 精神 to work...:)

19-8-09,20-8-09

today tired o..

work le whole day..

yesterday also..

my bathroom 爆水管..

yesterday night bath with cold water..

today morning also..

so pity o..^^

now ok le...

can bath with hot water le lur...

my gor got write blog le!!!!

happy...

he now on break..

one week..

but he quite busy o..

not yet complete his projects..

now,he is at 芙蓉...

not at kuantan..:(

today..my parents argue o..
haizz..
because of something very very small..

now ok le..

got talk to each other le..

happy...

today whole day just busy working lor..

yesterday also the same...

me and him almost one year lur!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but dunno what can i buy for him..

headache o!!!

and we planned to celebrate at mega..

but something happened and we had to give up our plan..

we have to 偷偷 celebrate at parade..

so pity..:(

but never mind lar..

nothing we can do..

my grandchild grow up lu!!

she birthday le..

on 31 of august..

so,i think i shall greet her first..

happy birthday!!!

and....

happy national day!!!!!!!

a special day for her...^^

celebrate two events on the same day..^^

dont know she see these or not o...^^

scare she will kill me...

she is fierce...^^

yesterday my brother fever le..

39'c..

high fever o..

hehe..but now recover le..

ok le..

i can sleep in my own room lur...

yesterday sleot with parents..

cant get ample sleep...
hope today will get enogh sleep lar..^^

18-8-09

today my school close for first day..

sienzz..

whole day stay at shop..

working..

sms..

but not so bored lar..^^

yeah!!!!!!

tomorrow tuition lur..

can meet le!!!

happy happy!!!^^

today my gor told me he got a bit bit unhappy..

but he didnt tell me why wor..

hope he will be ok afterward lar..

today nothing special happened o..

just a lot of people asked me why ponteng..

me answered the same things for many times..^^

just now online find jj de new song..

信心旅行..

very nice!!!!!!!!!!!

super nice!!!!!!!!!!!!

first time download song..

happy!!!

that song very nice..it's true o..

must go and support jj o!!!

his songs are nice..^^

yer..nobody write blog de..

nothing to see..:(

17-8-09

shit!!!!!!my school close le!!!!!!!!

since tomorrow....

one form 2 student kena h1n1..

2k1 de..

haizz...

sienzz lor..

two weeks cant meet leh..

sure miss my friends a lot...:(

my gor sure very worry bout me de..

haizz..

after holiday then is our trial exam le..

sure very poor de lor my results...

2 weeks no study at all...

this two weeks,the time sure pass very slowly le..:(

dunno what will happen in this two weeks..

dunno still can out on 25th or not...

scare his mum dun let him out...

haizz..suan lar..

dun think too much le..

顺其自然啦...

today at school nothing special happen o..

just when reach school,argue le awhile then nothing le..

hehe..he rest with me o today..

he no duty le..

retired le mar..^^

so happy to eat with him..

before this,i hope to rest with him de..

now,my dream come true le..

happy!!!happy!!!

today we went to pasar malam..

nothing to buy also..

every week also same stall..

sienzz...

dunno what can i buy...^^

16-8-09

today went to the church...

the songs were nice..

the melody easy to memorize...^^

nice songs......

today,i met my friend...

i think he came back from kl a few months ago...

he worked at the workshop beside gcc..

he still remember me o...

we long time no contact le...

long time no see each other le...

but he still remember me...^^

i dunno what his name...

but the others called him天使...

funny name...^^

oh yeah!!!!!!!!!!

i bought le 3 new skirts....

two are mini skirts..

one is 连身裙...

quite nice o..

white colour de....

actually not skirt lar..

it is a long shirt i think..

need to wear the pants de...

but once i wear it..

it become a skirt le...

i mini size mar...^^

ohya..i helped my friend to sign up her blog le...

so successful..^^

just now my gor told me to not go anywhere o..

h1n1 so serious now...

my gor so siak me leh???

hehe..so happy to have a gor like him..

so care me and sayang me...^^

my parents called me to wear mask to school o...

i got asthma..

easy to have h1n1..

but i dun want o..

very hot de leh...

not so many people wear it at school also...

tomorrow will have assembly o..

sienzz jor lor...

hope to rain today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

15-8-09

today undang test o..

Fail le..

41 over 50..

1 more question to pass..

got some disappointed...

but never mind lar..

someone called me to not give up de...^^

today work le whole day...

tired o...

but cant sleep yet..

i still have to yamcha with my family members..

happy hour...^^

something bad to tell..

aunty lucy helped me and my mum to book le next year de tickets..

next year 4th of may..

go kk(kota kinabalu)..

not so hope to go now..

but now still early to say this..

maybe i will not going next year..^^

miss somebody here...^^

and maybe i have to work le..right??

not sure de mar..

now only august..^^

mummy promised to bring me to cutieland tomorrow..

can buy shirt le!!!!^^

but tommorow morning i have to go church..

need to wake up earlier le o..

sure very tired..

errmm...

actually today nothing special happened le..

just like usual lor...

peaceful...^^

god bless...^^

ohya..i am so shocked of something today..

last week,i test on undang..

i realised that one of the jie jie working at there de so unfriendly to us..

and she like to scold people..

i not so like her..

today..

still the same...

not friendly at all..

i complaint to my parents since last week...

and today she came to my parents' restaurant to buy food..

i immediately told my mum that was her...

unfortunately......

my mum knew her de....

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

14-8-09

today at school so happy..

the lessons not bored at all..

and today he really didnt go to the majlis pelantikan..

felt sorry to him..

i am so selfish hor???

ermmm..never mind lar..

already pass..

i am so surprised that my gor leaved sy a comment o..

so shocked!!!^^

ohya,last time i forgotten to say thank you to sy..

planning to celebrate our anniversary..

just now he ngam me o..

said i forget to thank him..

so,THANK YOU!!!!!LIM SHENG YANG!!!!!!!!!!!!

nah..dun say me 'mou liong sam' ar!!

and i have a good news..

since monday he can rest with me le..^^

MAYBE lar...

cause usually prefect have to duty while recess time..

but now he retired le..^^

no need to duty le lur..^^

and we got our ultraman post de photo le..

class photo..

quite funny..^^

at top tat one lor..

funny..right???^^

our english teacher next year retired lur..

we bought one photo for him..^^

we are his kai zai kai nui mar..

sure miss him a lot..
he is a good teacher..

we love him a lot..^^

he never scold us de..

he is a responsible teacher..

taught us a lot of things...

cham lor..

today friday le o..

tomorrow undang test..

scare of it..

never read the books yet..

haizz..
scare to fail again..:(

faster pray for me o!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12-8-09,13-8-09

Yesterday net got problem...
So I cant write the blog…
Yesterday was so tired…
Bc tuition quite sienzz...
Having test on essay…
Erm...yesterday at school not so bored lar…
Just suddenly rain lor after bm de lessons...
Quite heavily..
All wet le when we went back to class...^^
Yesterday quite peace o…
Nothing happended…
Ohya..and I was so happy that I success to scan the moral paper o..
That was my first time to use the scanner…
I was so clousy in using the computer de…
But I was successed…
Happy happy…^^
and today at school nothing bad happen..
our account teacher absent again..
back at 1.05..^^
this time not ponteng le o...
hehe..^^
but i had a bad news from my mum o..
uncle help me and li ying register name le..
taking test on this saturday..
undang test..
i not yet read le..

how to take exam??
going to fail again..:(
sad sad le..
and tomorrow school have the pelantikan for pengawas sementara..
form 5 de prefect must attend the majlis..
he is prefect le..
sure need to go le...:(
then me alone le..
sad o......:'(

11-8-09

today sj teacher did not attended the class o..

so happy..

she went for a seminer..

account teacher oso absent..

miracle..right??^^

and today some nurse came to our school..

测试体温..

definately i didnt go..

i so healthy..^^

our trial exam is just around the corner..

stress of it..

scare i will be simply think anymore..

u know??i am not as optimistic as u all think...

i always think at the negative side de..

especially on the results..

well..i will try my best to not simply think le..

i will try to control my emotion..

trust me o..

i can do it de..^^

and i wan to thank some of my friends here..

li ying..

weng loke..

lik chee..

they planned to celebrate me and sy de anniversary..

i dunno what can i say to them..

"thank you" is what can i say...

eventhough they will not see these..

but i really thank them..

THANK YOU...

10-8-09

our schedule changed le..

start from tomorrow we cant ponteng sv le..

sad..

thursday de last two periods are account..

sienzz jor..

tomorrow sj o..

two periods..

sure fall asleep de..

dunno what teacher is teaching about..

today at school nothing happened la..

just bc quite sienzz lor..

discussed the exercises..^^

then the others still ok lar..

hehe..today no argued with him o..

so happy..^^

just now went to the pasar malam..

nothing to buy de..

all malay foods..

not so nice i think..

he just bought his dinner lor...

and me just bought le a piece of fried chicken..

quite ok lar..

not bad lor..^^

but i cant eat too much le..

on diet o..^^

me and him almost one year lur..

so fast o..

thinking want to buy what for him..

he so yim jim de..

dunno what he want..

headache o..^^

9-8-09

today quite boring o..

nothing to do..

woke up at 10 something..

very tired..

didnt went to the church..

after having my breakfast,we went to carrefour..

also nothing to buy..

just go for window shopping..

sienzz..

then afternoon,we went to yamcha lor..

then bring our car for car wash..

wait le around 2 and half an hour..

then started to rain..

not so heavily la..^^

watching dvd at home...

started to feeling not well..

i got cold le..

quite serious..

but not h1n1 la..^^

ate le medicine..

now ok a bit le..

ohya,my gor reply my msg le..

but he didnt tell me what he unhappy of..

but he now ok le..^^

thanks to god..^^

tomorrow going to school lur..

sienzz le..

need to wake up earlier..

sure very tired..

and need to attend the assembly..

more sienzz..

hope tomorrow morning will rain ..

then we no need to attend the assembly..^^